Help! I'm drowning!

At exactly 1 pm GMT, 29th November 2006, a heavy weight was lifted off of my shoulders accompanied by the student service staff good luck remark. The funny thing is that, at exactly 24 hours later, another heavy weight was put at exactly the right place. Yup my friend, it's crunch time! It's time to show the world what I am made of and prove that I can be what I have always aimed to be all my life. Imagine that, only 24 hours of breathing space before I realised that I got a mission going on here, a mission that was to set my course in life.

That's what you get for living in the world's 2nd most expensive city, I tell ya! Loose an hour of your life and you can hardly make the month without debts, well at least for me that's how it seems to work. I did swallow my pride a bit and phone home for a bit of the safety net I've been indulging myself in ever... hhmm ever since I was born to be exact.

However, the last couple of weeks, life seemed to be anti-climatic or could it be possible that now is the calm period before I unleash my storm? Well, it didn't feel so calm for me... Uncertainty about life has kept me practically wide-awake every nite. Is it just that I'm so hyper-active abstinence of any activity during the day has left me with abundant energy for the night? If that so, then why my head kept spinning each night trying to shell out ounces left of my braincells to come up with a fast-track of desirable employment?

Now I'm begging every bludger in the world, especially bludgers by choice, can you please pass on the trick of the trade for I'm in dire need for a little room to breathe and a handful of braincells to keep for rainy days.