the end? the beginning? the beginning of the end?

As you guys probably have read, my classes are all over, so unofficially, no more uni life... just a couple of weeks ago, my life was confined to hendon area, altho some of you probably notice, i did manage to do a little bit of action here and there along the way...

a couple of weeks ago, all i think when i get up are my assignments and exams.. it wasn't necessarily meant that i did my assignments nor i did some revisions, though... it meant that it was always on my mind, nagging, especially if i did something else than my work, there was this constant voice in the back of my mind saying "you need to do your work, you need to do your work...!!" kinda nagging but it kept me going.. however, i think i'll take a break from it and probably be hearing it again in 5 years time, that is if i still have the energy to go back to school...

anyway, with that voice missing, somehow i felt confused... not exactly confused but felt like i'm losing grip... what the hell should i do with my life now? i knooow.... there's still one voice left behind, it's my dissertation conciousness... i know, i know, i should be doing it, at least outlining what it is that i'm supposed to do...

but, i guess, for now i'm gonna start trying to find a job... as you all have read in my blog, doing nothing is not exactly waht you can call a walk in a park... it's frustrating, it's money wasting and of course it's definitely lung-shattering for my case... see, if i got nothing to do, i smoke and i puff and i huff... it's sooo bad... so yeah, that might be the biggest reason why i need to find a job, well quite shallow for a reason, but the end justifies the mean, don't you think? besides, i need the money to support this disgusting habit of mine...