approximately 3 weeks?

yeah, i guess that's right, that was the last time i put something up in this blog, right? uumm, to tell you the truth, there's been something i've been hiding... well, you can't actually call it hiding, i was just not ready to broadcast this to the world, just wanted to keep this to myself for a while and enjoying it in silent contentment.. although, this one, i wouldn't really call it silent though, because all of my friends here in london practically know exactly what i've been up to...

anyway, moving on... well, how to say this.. you guys all know that i'm not really good when i have to talk about men in my life....

uumm, see, i met this guy and he's awesome.... we can actually talk, i mean, seriously talk.... our first date, lasts for ages and we spent it by talking.... and it went on and on and on up to this day... for real, we always have something to say to each other... the thing is, it's not like we're telling stories of our lives or anything, stories can actually ends sometimes... we just always can give opinions to whatever the other is talking about, hence it will go on and on and on....

[okay, up to this moment, i'm beginning to feel that my cheeks are red]

and the stuffs we do, well as you're reading it, you might think it's cheesy.... well, we went to parks, street markets and just hang out with each other, just talking... i once went mountain boarding with him and it was loads of fun.. see mum? you can actually talk to guys you like, right?

[hahaha i beginning to realise this post has a completely different tone to the one before, well, fuck me, it's my blog, it should shows how my feelings are, not yours...]

so in conclusion, life's been great... hahaha so much for detailed updating huh?

well, all of my classes are over!!! all i've got now is dissertation and i hope plenty of vacations and happy moments... (shit, i can't believe i'm actually typing that hahahaha)

anyhoo, wish me luck with him and with everything elso going on in my life...

ah yes, one more thing, i got a week job in the download festival... wait till you hear the line up: metallica, guns n roses, korn... hahahha isn't it just wicked???